US CD Soleilmoon SOL75
US LPx2 Soleilmoon SOL75
side a
side b
side c
side d
The Silverman - keyboards, loops, devices
Niels van Hoornblower - horns, flutes
Ryan Moore - bass, drums, guitar, loops on tracks 1 and 11
The Prophet Qa'Sepel - keyboards, voice, loops, destroyed lyre
Edwin von Trippenhof - guitar and guitar mutations
Frank Verschuuren - sound devices
Vinyl edition limited to 1998 copies.
The bonus tracks on the vinyl ("10th Shade" and "Schatten") were recorded by Edward and Phil after the completion of the rest of the album.
The working title for this album was ZEITGEIST.
It's December 31, 1999...five minutes to midnight. Five minutes to the
big one; an occasion to be marked in some way, remembered, related to
the grandchildren in the years to come. The trouble is that I'm not a
party animal. Give me a red nose, a glass of tequila, an armchair, and
I'll be happy to watch the festivities on TV.
The trouble is that they cut the power off in August. My needs are
simple. As long as I have enough to eat, a little to drink, a reliable
supply of cigarettes, a warm room, a decent book, and a TV, I'm happy.
And what I need right now is a slice of toast, lightly buttered,
smeared with cream cheese.
The trouble is that they cut the power off in August. It was like
this...A rumor persisted that all the computers in all the world were
set to go berserk as the clock chimed for the twelfth time on this very
night. People panicked and withdrew all of their money from the banks
in July.
The result? I'm sitting here, four minutes away from the year 2000
with a TV that does not work, toaster that does not toast, and Goddammit
woman, I will complain about it! Whose idea was it to board up the
doors and windows anyhow? Just take a peek through the crack. There's
nobody there. It's a wasteland out there. Sorry, I shouldn't take it
out on you. Hey, my grandfather's old watch says it's time. Let's
light those last cigarettes and sing our song together...1,2,3:
The dog just ate the margarine,
She's writhing on the floor.
Snatched it when our backs were turned
She won't steal anymore
And if I was the only boy in the world,
And you the only girl
We'd fight like hell.
O.K. It doesn't rhyme, but at least it's ours.
DEZHTIHAVAZHKOSTZHINARA
Dissonance
Driving the pack, from the rear, with a trumpet, with an axe. Driving to the
precipice, windswept and wet with starving neglect. Eternally carving my cause
on a landscape that's blighted and scorched. I'm blighted and scorched with the
truth, we don't listen, we shoot, from the blindside. It's a landslide, but in
hindsight, I thought it was easier. But it's all much too late to turn back, I
must face an eternally fateless way in a place where my orders echo my torturous
ghosts. In a space with no windows, I'm counting the touch. All this time to
reflect on my crimes to humanity. I'm screaming profanities, just give me a
chance to start over again. I confess, yes, I'll do it again.
Jasz (instrumental)
As Long as it's Purple and Green
There's a riot in the cell block... bugs are sliding down the phone.
Mutating sores and spores and shellshock-virus Martha hunts alone. We're
wearing spacesuits on the subway. We take our pleasures from a screen. Care
you for something intravenous? Go ahead! I'll plug you in ... Christ I need
a cigarette but there's no door etched on this glass. You see, these standard
regulation suits are cheap - they have no class. I'd like to ride a horse
through Utah blowing smoke rings five miles wide, but they cordoned off the
airport and I cannot get a ride. "Get a life!" you say. I'm trying. I'm
insured up to my neck, and if the whole world just capsizes, just be sure
I'll collect. And if I want to visit Venus all I have to do is click. You
see, this mad chaotic universe is at my fingertips. And one day I will bring
you discipline. I'll save you with this disc. Like me it is incorruptible.
Like me, it takes no risks.
Ghost
Blood on the door, blood on the stairs, blood on the floor, blood in my hair,
turn around and white light guides me twist and fall and kneel beside me
nothing is sure, visions impair, I'm sick to the core, and walking on air
Nothing is real, no one to hold, nothing to feel except for the cold.
Under Your Wheels
Your white eyes, they never judge me, they just fix upon a place that's far
away, deep inside you, and I wonder will I ever have the chance to walk there
too? But you're tongue-tied, you always have been. Our conversations, they
have been far too few. No going back now, at least we have the time now to
explore what's happening deep down inside you, what's going on here inside me
too. We're not dock-tied, we're individuals, and angel, all I asked was "set me
free". But not this free.
A Sunset for a Swan
Johnny with the roving eyes sits bored upon the riverside, as
Juliet, his future bride, jumps naked in the water. Figure eights
and scuba dives, deep down she's blowing suicide. She
squeaks and metamorphosizes movie stars and slaughters.
Johnny's staying serious, his face is kind of frozen, one
eye is completely closed, and one eye is wide open. It swivels
from a sunset to a swan. It weeps for every goddamn thing
that's wrong. When Johnny's holding Juliet, it's like I hold my
cigarette. I squeeze it, choosing to forget the warning on the
carton. I flick it from the window ledge and stuff it on the
waterbed. The black smoke rises overhead, then settles over
London. I am staying serious, my face is kind of frozen. One
eye is completely closed, and one eye's staying open. It
swivels from a sunset to a swan. It weeps for every goddamn
thing that's wrong. When Johnny's holding Juliet, it's like he
holds his cigarette. He hangs her from the window ledge, and
blows her over London. She'd pick a star and pirouette, she'll
turn a cartwheel on my head. I grit my teeth, put up with it,
because it's all for fun.
Is it Something I Said?
The phone rings... 3 A.M. I'm pretending I'm asleep - could hear you
creeping .. And laughing as you dropped my name like bleeding snakes, like
poison, like the hell-fire that you paint in vivid colours. Well I guess
that he's a saint while I'm the one that's in the way. The one that keeps
you tangled up in chains. So very much I have to say.. I can't make it.
Well, it was only yesterday when you told me that you loved me. Will you
write it? I need to see it - black and white. I'll read it. I will read it
once again and maybe one day I'll believe it. But will you tell me where
you've been - everything in detail, every second, every moment. Every
thought. I need to know. It's just because I love you. Well, isn't that
enough?
Zoo
No pets allowed! No pets allowed! That's what the placard said so they left
us out her floating upside down, our ankles bound. Protective coating, cos
we're very cute - but sinters here don't hesitate. They shoot! (It's
raining crocodiles). And I really want to sleep with you but cannot stand
them watching. They encourage us outside the glass - throw barbie dolls and
stockings. Oh, but I'll retain my dignity and gaze up at the moon until my
buddies come and rescue me. We will rise! We will find a place that's just
for us.
Fate's Faithful Punchline
Lined up between the arrows at your heart - is this a charmed life that I
lead? Now could it be that some place. Some time, you will stop believing
and things that once were charming will feel like sand against your eyes?
When I walk into your space, you'll see a thief by night. To send away or
lock away or run away from... Will there come a day? Will we have the
courage just to walk away while something still remains? Will we keep it
pure? Now let this death be noble. Let this death be grand. Don't keep it on
a lead... When I think of you I want to see you on a summer day. My
treasure. My lover. Together. Alone.
Cheating the Shadow
Jello man cuts comers, creeps unseen between the sheets. When you're asleep,
he creeps inside you. He's sinking in his teeth. He's breaking legs! He's
laying eggs... you should see him play the organ. He whistles "Dixie" no
your pipes, and you (?) - you simply die of fright. He slithers clean away
and not one single soul survives. Now I'm starving in my shrinkwrap. I'm
lying in the road. I know he won't get me, because I will live forever!
Abracadabra
(No Lyrics available)
Slaapliedje
Can't stand this cage cos there's no place to fly to. My future's been
cancelled, my past's just a lie. You say, "Do it alone", and I'm trying like
hell to rise up from the ashes, be somebody else. I shout my rage from the
rooftops, burn down this shell, but you smile from the gallery, ringing a
bell. And I jump, and I've jumped but the bars are still there. I know deep
inside me you don't really care. You say, "Sleep baby. Sleep. It's all just
a dream."